I aim for bed, the bar is on the way
And you. I know that bright red dress. Fox trap
collarbones I slice myself open on–
I always remember blood. I walk past
first, then turn and compliment your work. I
look you in the jaw and say hello. I
think I said too much. The animal in
my eyelid flees. My mouth too hot.
In the dream, you keep me from crossing the
stream. We speak without words like mushrooms,
like trees. You spin me around the hollow
of a brick courtyard & the cold earth thaws
A thumb swipes stray mascara. The filters
break off. You leave a new stain on my teeth.
Alexandra Watson is a multiracial fiction writer and poet from Syracuse, New York. She’s the executive editor of Apogee Journal, which won the 2022 Whiting Literary Magazine Prize, and for which she received the 2019 PEN/Nora Magid Prize for Literary Magazine editing and the 2023 Platinum Review Award for magazine editing from the Council of Literary Magazines and Presses. Her poetry and fiction have appeared in The Nation, The South Carolina Review, The Rumpus, Bennington Review, The Common, Nat. Brut., The Offing, Cake Zine, and others. She’s a Senior Lecturer at Barnard College, where she founded the Creative Writing Fellows program and the Cite Black Barnard Faculty initiative. She lives in the Hudson Valley.