Las Chicas del Bx Group Chat
Friday, 6:40pm
Millie: Have you heard from YaYa? She’s been
MIA since yesterday
Lourdes: She prob took another job
on top of her ten other jobs.
[Picture of dusty pink stilettos]
What do you think?
Millie: Oooh, I love that color. how much?
Lourdes: On sale!
Millie: Check if they have my size but
it has to be wide. I can’t do narrow,
thanks to the Colon family. We’re
like giants, stomping across rooms
alerting everyone we’ve arrived
Lourdes: I’ll look.
you working?
anyways,
this bitch trying to tell me how
I’ve been slacking, coming in late
and shit, being slow with the orders.
you know me. I let that bitch talk
and talk and talk and when she
finally finished that caca like she’s
the boss and not just another
heaux stuck in this office like me,
I said all calm,, “I’ll do better.”
but you know what I wanted to
say is I FUCKING QUIT or
BITCH YOU UGLY or FUCK YOU.
Millie: You need the job.
Lourdes: I need the fucking
job so I can buy shoes
Millie: We all got to play the game.
Do they have my size?
Lourdes: No.
Millie: Do you think she’s writing you up?
Lourdes: IDK. Maybe.
Millie: What does IDK mean?
Lourdes: Bitch, tu si eres vieja!
Ask your daughter. LMFAO
Millie: At least I know what LOL means
Lourdes: These would look good on YaYa.
[Picture of black stilettos]
Oye, where is she? She hasn’t checked
in since last night. Come in @yarelis
Yarelis: [image of drawing]
Lourdes: Que eso???
Millie: YaYa, what’s going on?
Why are you showing us that?
Yarelis: I’m just standing
here in front of this, crying
como una pendeja.
Lourdes: Where are you?
Yarelis: I woke up raw, so I called in sick.
And now I’m here, at the museum. I
don’t even know why.
Millie: What’s wrong YaYa?
Yarelis: I feel like I need a
cleansing.
Mille: Why???
Yarelis: This painting, it
makes me think of her. How
she’d press her cheek against
the small of my back and
listen to my breathing.
Millie: Oh YaYa, it’s coming up,
the anniversary. Isn’t it?
Lourdes: Maybe your mother’s
sending you a sign.
Yarelis: She’d say, each inhale
is a gift from god. No se, I
was mad at everyone back
then. What I would do to
have her listening to me
right now.
Lourdes: idk, you finding this painting,
making you think of her. She’s trying
to tell you something.
Yarelis: You think she wants
me to finish my Masters?
You think she’s disappointed,
like I’m wasting away my
life? Cuz when I look at
these dancers in the painting,
melting to the ground, it’s
like Mami is looking straight
at me, shaking her head.
Millie: What! Disappointed?
All you do is work. You’ve never
called in sick. Never. Should I
come get you? You’re not going to
do anything crazy are you?
Lourdes: YaYa, you looking at that
painting all wrong. It’s a bendicion.
Your mami is saying to live.
Wasn’t it Audre Lorde who said,
what we have to do must
be done in the now?
Millie: That’s right, YaYa, Lourdes is
right. Your mama is saying, live.
Feel. Dance. We know this
because we’re your sisters
Lourdes: [Heart emoji]
Mille: [Crying emoji]
Yarelis: [Broken heart emoji]
Millie: Let’s meet at Charlies
for R&B night. YaYa, don’t stay
in this sorrow. Come out with us.
Lourdes: [Picture of black boots]
Do you want me to get you these?
They have your size, wide.
Te lo compro?
YaYa, what’s your size?
YaYa?
Las Chicas del Bx Group Chat
Friday, 7:02pm
Millie: YaYa
say something
Lilliam Rivera is a MacDowell fellow and an award-winning author of eight works of fiction: four young adult novels, three middle grade books, and a graphic novel for DC Comics. Her books have been awarded a Pura Belpré Honor, been featured on NPR, New Yorker, Los Angeles Times, NY Times, and multiple “best of” lists. Her novel Never Look Back is slated for an Amazon movie adaptation. Her writing has appeared in the Washington Post, the New York Times, and Elle, to name a few. Her adult debut Tiny Threads (Del Rey Books) will be available in bookstores September 24, 2024. A Bronx, New York native, Lilliam currently lives in Los Angeles.